N3VLYNNN: My Path to Healing & Creative Liberation ~ A Memoir (Softcover Book, B&W, Signed)

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When I began writing this piece, I didn’t know it was going to be a memoir. I thought I would just dip my toes into the sandy shores, but I soon found myself far out in the middle of the sea. Once I started writing, I just couldn’t stop, and I never looked back.

What I thought would be a short article about my experience as a black woman in the Pole Dance world, quickly unfolded into an abundantly rich memoir about my life. This memoir details my 7 year journey of nurturing my discipline and craft as a Pole Dancer, through my gifts as as a multi-faceted Artist, Filmmaker, and Creative Entrepreneur. 

This story also captures the depths of my journey as a woman who is healing intergenerational, sexual, and emotional wounds. Within these pages, I share some of the traumas I’ve faced in my most significant relationships, my enduring life path towards holistic wellness, and how I’ve stepped into my own light.

It is my story of how—amidst the challenge of never quite finding a space where my whole self was embraced—I repeatedly chose to see my own gifts, and craft my own lane. 

This book contains some of the rawest and most powerful truth-tellings I have ever shared. 

 I only hope that my heart reaches another heart. 💛

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Book Specifications

Paperback Book

6×9 inches.

542 pages.

Signed by the Author.

All interior images of this edition have been printed in Black and White to make each copy more affordable and accessible.

Other Formats

This memoir is also available in full-color Ebook format here.

Unsigned copies of this memoir can be purchased here. U.S. shipping rates apply.

If you would like to own a beautiful color version of this book in Hard or Softcover, please consider purchasing a limited edition proof copy. Proof copies are the first and original Author copies of this memoir. Small revisions that were not in the original version of this book may be included in additional hand-written notes at the author’s discretion. Proof books are very special. If you would like to own one, please contact me and introduce yourself.

*Original Version 

This memoir has undergone some slight revisions since its initial release in 2021. Most of these revisions have been standard edits, such as typos and grammar, as well as a few small clarifications and updates in the epilogue. However, the essence of the memoir and the fullness of its story remains unchanged.

Should there be any edits that the author would like to communicate to the reader that are not published in the original version, it may be included in a written note at her discretion. The signed copies currently in-stock via this webpage are the last original copies of this memoir.

After these signed copies are sold out, future signed copies of this memoir will be made available with a slight increase in price. From July 29, unsigned copies of the updated version can be ordered here.

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Book Description:

Following the 2013 release of my acclaimed documentary film, I heeded a new calling to pursue Pole Dance as an art form and catalyst of authentic self-expression.

From that point forward, my dream to become a professional Pole Artist planted a seed within me that moulded my life path for years to come.

Pole Dance unexpectedly opened the door for me to uncover expressions of femininity and sensuality, which then inspired a deeper wave of healing from sexual and emotional abuse.

As my journey unfolds within these pages, the cyclical patterns from those traumas continue to inform my experiences within familial and romantic relationships, as I strive to regain my path to self-love and healing through crises.

Amidst my most intimate struggles, unfolds an overarching story-of an Artist’s path towards her own vision.

This memoir reveals my journey of Creative Entrepreneurship as a Filmmaker, and how I have used my Art to design a lifestyle that supports my dreams.

N3VLYNNN also details my journey of pursuing a professional Artistic career within the budding Pole Dance industry, and the challenges I have faced walking through predominantly white spaces as a black woman with a unique background, perspective, and multitude of talents.

This is my story of how I have continued to see and reaffirm my own gifts, and carve out my own unique space as an Artist, Woman, and Leader.


Shipping Information For Signed copies:

 All Print books will be shipped within 7 business days with few exceptions. All Signed copies pass through my hands and are personally shipped and handled by me, the Author. As such, signed copies are made available to readers in alignment with my travel schedule. There may be some circumstances which lead to delays in your shipment. If this is the case, I will reach out via email and let you know when you can expect to receive your book. Please allow for extra time, accordingly.

All U.S. and International shipments will be mailed via USPS with tracking. International shipments and Color Copies of the book will be mailed Priority (7-10 business days) and include Insurance.


Priority Access

Women, especially Women of color have priority to my signed copies. These books are my resource, so I want to share it with those who will relate and benefit most from my story.

If you are not a woman and would like to support this book, or if you would simply like to make it more accessible to your local community, please consider requesting it for acquisition via your local library.

Alternatively, unsigned books are available for purchase here.

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Worldwide Shipping / Unsigned Books: 

All global residents can order an unsigned copy of this memoir via Bookbaby Bookshop here

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Thank yew!



2 reviews for N3VLYNNN: My Path to Healing & Creative Liberation ~ A Memoir (Softcover Book, B&W, Signed)

  1. anna fall (verified owner)

    Loved the book so much <3 n3v takes us with her on her deep healing journey, shares very private and intimate stories she went through and her visionary & artistic view and background on her poledance journey.
    i can identify very much with her story and i resonate on so many levels with her. poledance is really hard and not as easy as it seems (lol) and i admire her willpower and strengt to always get back up and start again.
    thx nev for sharing such intimate lines with us and please keep going with everything u do. ur a real artist and a huge inspiartion when it comes to authenticity and realness

  2. DeeDee

    Nevline’s memoir was such a gift for me to read. I found it in a moment when I was feeling so rejected, not-enough, lost, and financially insecure… walking back into the dysfunctional, abusive home of my childhood because my alternatives fell through, with no idea what I could do moving forward… And then, this memoir had my back. Walking with Nev through some of her darkest and lowest moments, and being able to relate with someone who also grew up in a dysfunctional family was very helpful for me, and to witness how she persevered through these less-than-ideal situations and always choose to love herself, take care of herself, and prioritize her dreams and visions—that is the power of this book. As a young writer and artist myself, I have found so much inspiration to continue to choose self-love, and to dive deeper into my own artistic gifts, at times when it feels like nobody else cares… I would not have had the confidence to do that on my own. After reading this memoir, I feel a renewed sense of beauty and awe at what is possible to achieve and overcome in this lifetime, no matter what your circumstances are. If you feel soulfully connected to N3VLYNNN’s artistic offerings, I’m sure this book is a gift that carries medicine for you to read, as well. Thank you, Nev, for one of the most nourishing reading experiences of my life. I look forward to reading and supporting this author’s future works. ~

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