N3VLYNNN: My Path to Healing & Creative Liberation ~ A Memoir (Softcover Book, B&W, Signed)


When I began writing this piece, I didn’t know it was going to be a memoir. I thought I would just dip my toes into the sandy shores, but I soon found myself far out in the middle of the sea. Once I started writing, I just couldn’t stop, and I never looked back.

What I thought would be a short article about my experience as a black woman in the Pole Dance world, quickly unfolded into an abundantly rich memoir about my life. This memoir details my 7 year journey of nurturing my discipline and craft as a Pole Dancer, through my gifts as as a multi-faceted Artist, Filmmaker, and Creative Entrepreneur. 

This story also captures the depths of my journey as a woman who is healing intergenerational, sexual, and emotional wounds. Within these pages, I share some of the traumas I’ve faced in my most significant relationships, my enduring life path towards holistic wellness, and how I’ve stepped into my own light.

It is my story of how—amidst the challenge of never quite finding a space where my whole self was embraced—I repeatedly chose to see my own gifts, and craft my own lane. 

This book contains some of the rawest and most powerful truth-tellings I have ever shared. 

 I only hope that my heart reaches another heart. 💛

Enjoy more book excerpts here.

RSVP for the Berlin Book Launch Party & Pole Dance Soiree here.

Book Specifications

Paperback Book

6×9 inches.

542 pages.

Signed by the Author.

All interior images of this edition have been printed in Black and White to make each copy more affordable and accessible.

Other Formats

This memoir is also available in full-color Ebook format here.

Unsigned copies of this memoir can be purchased here. U.S. shipping rates apply.

If you would like to own a beautiful color version of this book in Hard or Softcover, please consider purchasing a limited edition proof copy. Proof copies are the first and original Author copies of this memoir. 100% of proceeds go to towards the Author and her creation of a special full-color hardcover edition of this book. Proof books are very special. If you would like to own one, please contact me and introduce yourself.

Please view shipping information below, prior to placing your order.


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Book Description:

Following the 2013 release of my acclaimed documentary film, I heeded a new calling to pursue Pole Dance as an art form and catalyst of authentic self-expression.

From that point forward, my dream to become a professional Pole Artist planted a seed within me that moulded my life path for years to come.

Pole Dance unexpectedly opened the door for me to uncover expressions of femininity and sensuality, which then inspired a deeper wave of healing from sexual and emotional abuse.

As my journey unfolds within these pages, the cyclical patterns from those traumas continue to inform my experiences within familial and romantic relationships, as I strive to regain my path to self-love and healing through crises.

Amidst my most intimate struggles, unfolds an overarching story-of an Artist’s path towards her own vision.

This memoir reveals my journey of Creative Entrepreneurship as a Filmmaker, and how I have used my Art to design a lifestyle that supports my dreams.

N3VLYNNN also details my journey of pursuing a professional Artistic career within the budding Pole Dance industry, and the challenges I have faced walking through predominantly white spaces as a black woman with a unique background, perspective, and multitude of talents.

This is my story of how I have continued to see and reaffirm my own gifts, and carve out my own unique space as an Artist, Woman, and Leader.


Shipping Information For Signed copies:

**As the Author, I will be sharing and shipping signed copies exclusively based on my location. I am a traveling Artist. Where you live in relation to me will determine when I ship your signed copy to you. Please note that there are only a limited number of signed copies that I’ve allocated, per location. Women, especially Women of color and/or LGBTQ folks have priority to my signed copies. These books are my resource, so I want to share it with those who will relate and benefit most from my story. If you do not belong to this group, please consider purchasing a copy for a friend within this group who would like to have this book.

Alternatively, unsigned books are available for purchase here.

Please read full details below.

Book orders will be processed & mailed or reserved for pickup within 7 business days. Please allow for standard shipping* times for DHL (European residents) or USPS (USA residents).

European/EU Readers:

A very limited print release (10 copies) is available for European residents who would like to order a signed copy of the book and enjoy more affordable shipping rates during the month of September, before I move back to the U.S. All European orders will be shipped no later than October 1st.

International shipping rates from U.S. will be applied to all European orders placed after October 1st.

U.S. Readers:

U.S. residents will be able to pre-order a signed copy of the book to be shipped by October 9th. Domestic shipping rates apply to all U.S. orders.

*Tracking and insurance has been included with standard shipping price.


Berlin Residents (Locals)

If we live in the same city, you’re welcome to pickup a copy in-person for free! Women who live in Berlin are welcome to attend the Book Launch Party on September 25th, where I will read excerpts, perform, and sign copies.

If you’d like to purchase a book to pickup at the Berlin Launch Party, please order the book here, select “Local Pickup” as a shipping option, and include in your order notes that you will be attending the event.

*Please note that the Launch Party is only open to women, and signed copies will only be available for our guests.

If you’re unable to attend the event and would still like to purchase the book, please contact me for possible pickup arrangements, or arrange for local shipping.


Worldwide Shipping / Unsigned Books: 

All global residents can order an unsigned copy of this memoir via Bookbaby Bookshop here

Bookbaby orders will be shipped from the U.S. Shipping rates will apply.

Please note that the shipping fee at the checkout (via n3vlynnn or Bookbaby) is just for shipping and handling. International readers (outside of U.S.) may be responsible for paying any additional customs fees incurred along the way. This will vary from country to country.

All sales are final.

Thank yew!




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